The many reasons <3

2010-02-04T03:39:00.004+11:00

Happy Fifth Birthday to Valencia :D:D

Isnt she prettaye! :) But too bad guys, she already got a boyfriend who is filthy rich (: Dear dear valencia, jiejie loves you! Cant believe you are five already. Soon it will be tricia's turn :)

PRETTY TOO RIGHT, esp now that she got bangs!:):) no wonder so many people thinks that they look like ME! *hint hint*

they are special!

i'm special too :)

2010-02-02T04:27:00.002+11:00

:( I'm blogging using a iPod touch now and it's quite tough because of my fat fingers. Haha :)

anyway, it's 1:31am and I just can't get to sleep. This is really bad since I got to be up by 10am tmrw. Besides,sleeping is like my favourite hobby. Rah.Hmm... Maybe I'm having too many weird thoughts in my head. Oh well well.

I'm special.:)

2010-01-27T23:30:00.002+11:00

i'm really amazed by technology!

hahahaahaha, Automated Mahjong table is so cool! just that elias and i agreed that it lacks a bit of human touch. :) but yeah, it saves time and is quieter. Obviously all this comes with a price, it costs about $1680. lol!

So everyday is like mahjong day!
i'm special

2010-01-25T02:52:00.007+11:00

Ever since Mingyi was jailed for fraud, Ren Ci hospital experienced a drastic decrease in public donations to a quarter of what it actually received two years back. Despite all, Ren Ci hospital managed to raise $7mil in total. Hmm..

Charity is really a very vague word and today i know there are many different interpretations of charity. To me, charity refers to the generous actions or donations to aid those in need. The recent Mingyi saga really led me to think whether these donations really aid those in need. It is quite ironical that Mingyi actually blame NKF on national TV for causing loss of public trust a few years back. It is really a joke that his lifestyle is perhaps as ostentatious as TT Durai. hello? a few condos, a few BMWs in Singapore and Australia and he even had a pet horse in Sydney. -.- Many Singaporeans cant afford such luxury, a few condos, BMWs and yet they gave part of their hard earn money to Ren Ci for the patients who need help, definitely not for Mingyi luxurious lifestyle? haha. Ultimately, if the money doesnt reach the poor, it isnt charity.

On the other hand, charity may refer to benevolent feeling especially towards those in need. Well in this case, it doesnt really matter whether the donations really aid the poor. It only matters whether you are benevolent? As long as you believe that the money reaches the poor somehow somewhere, you are happy that you did your part. It doesnt really matter if it is a fraud because "what if" it isnt! This is what i call, "surface donation". haha, on the surface you are helping the poor but deep down, you arent certain. So are you donating because you are charitable and wish to lend a helping hand or are you donating to simply have a peace of mind? In the latter case, why donate? To sleep better at night? Well, i guess there's still a chance that the donations reach the poor which means it may be charity afterall?

I do believe many Singaporeans have a heart of gold, and they are more than willing to lend a helping hand to the ailing patients at NKF and Ren Ci respectively. But what gives them the peace of mind or reassurance that their money actually benefits the patients and not the pocket of the greedy people. As it is, the two charities has its fair share of the media spotlight and scandals that put many to shame. Thus in conclusion, my point is donors should seek accountability to the best of their ability, to ensure the money no matter how small a sum reaches the needy. Accountability ensures that there is a precaution against the greedy. Accountability ensures the maximum utils can be derived from the money donated and help the needy.

Oh! btw, donations to Renci hospital are subjected to 7%GST tax plus admin charges from the telecom company. So why not just write in a cheque and avoid those admin charges! :)

Happy donating!

i'm special.

2010-01-20T14:16:00.002+11:00

Again, my white blood cells are fighting hard. Am I that unhealthy? Why am i so vulnerable to colds/flus/cough ): I cant even differentiate salt and sugar now.
Honey Lemon taste like water, Chrysanthemum tea taste rather salty. Hmm! plus there's a big and ugly blueblack on my left knee):

anyway, got less than a month before i head back to Canberra. There's so many people i want to meet up and catch up with yet so little time! Ice skating with joanne,elias, hidir, Sinyee and her boyfriend was rather fun. Shopping in Orchard for new year clothes was rather fun too, just that elias always have to pick those dresses that cost at least $300+. High class uh.

i just sneezed 3 times. ~~it was definitely not because someone missed me since the only person who probably miss me is sleeping.~~ RAH, hate colds.

okay, goodbye.
i'm special.

2010-01-14T16:11:00.002+11:00

One more month in Singapore. (: gosh!

Crashing Yenyen's and Constance's lecture on Monday then holland V! Meet up with clique 5 is always so fun (;

loves. back to watching my drama.
i'm special(:

2010-01-05T16:03:00.003+11:00

Being back in Singapore gets a lil contradicting for me sometimes. No doubt, it's a place where i get to see my loved ones after so long :), but it's also a place where i have to face reality, harsh reality, painful reality, so much reality and just too much reality. And trust me i've been a very practical and realistic person.

So what exactly is reality?
From Wikipedia, it means "the state of things that actually exists."
For me,
Reality is where money is everything.
Reality is where my father exist.
Reality is where grandma keeps reminding me about hatred.
Reality is where hatred is the air i breath and it permeates every cell of my body.
Reality is where love is a superficial thing.

This is my reality.

On a lighter note, it's amazing that so many of my uncles and aunties have facebook. Seems like facebook is rather successful in connecting everyone. :)

Still special (:

2010-01-01T04:28:00.002+11:00

Happy twentyten! it's going to be the year i turn 21!

well, 2009 was a rather good year for me even though i spent approximately 10 months in Australia. Out of which 8 months was mugging. lol.

Hmm, I went through my 2009 new year resolutions and realised that i didnt exactly fulfilled any of it. (* esp the losing weight one) hahaha. So i guess, i'm not going to make any new year resolution.

A big thankyou to everyone who made 2009 such a pleasant year for me. :D My family, friends and Elias. I love you all.

And to elias, thank you for being so sweet, compromising and always being there for me! <3

may2010 be as sweet as 2009! hate the growing older part though! urg (:

i'm special

2009-12-03T14:30:00.003+11:00

It's a thursday and i'm bored. So i've decided to answer livejournal's writer's block question!

What are you most passionate about and why?

definition:
pas⋅sion⋅ate
–adjective
1.having, compelled by, or ruled by intense emotion or strong feeling; fervid: a passionate advocate of socialism.
2.easily aroused to or influenced by sexual desire; ardently sensual.
3.expressing, showing, or marked by intense or strong feeling; emotional: passionate language.
4. intense or vehement, as emotions or feelings: passionate grief.
5.easily moved to anger; quick-tempered; irascible.

Hmm, this is a really hard question! I guess the easiest answer should be i'm passionate about life! haha, i think that's the model answer! Well, i really am passionate about life even though i do grumble and complain sometimes. Life or rather staying alive is a wonderful thing!

well, i think i'm passionate about just anything and everything!

Still, it shouldn't be just what are you most passionate about, but rather what are you doing about it right?

if you are passionate about something, you should be doing something. Like if you are passionate about music, you will go learn about music. rah, i have no idea what i'm writing now.

So i think i'm going to edit the question and this is my question for everyone!
What are you most passionate about and what are you doing about it?

i'm special!

2009-11-29T12:56:00.002+11:00

i think i've used up at least 10 boxes of tissues. ):
In singlish i will say, gg larh.
In english i will say, wth ):
well on a lighter note, i dont have to go for breakfast.

still special.

2009-11-28T21:13:00.002+11:00

Maybe it's the weather, maybe the food! URG, i'm down with flu and cough! ):

Anyway, i'll be off to japan for 7 days 6 nights :D yay. Disneyland and skiing! Cant wait.

i'm special.

2009-11-23T14:47:00.002+11:00

I'm back in humid singapore!

It feels kinda terrifying actually. I've been away for 9 months but somehow it only felt like a week or so. I can hardly remember anything that i did in Canberra. It felt so dreamy and unreal, like i never left singapore before. Sucks, i miss Canberra.

People dont really change in 9 months, do they? Other than my grandma who aged a lot, everyone stays pretty much the same. My dad is still as stuck-up as ever, my aunts are still like themselves, cousins still the same, valencia and tricia are still as adorable.

I'm still not really used to all this. But i guess i still do love singapore for everything to love fpr.
i'm special.

2009-11-03T23:27:00.003+11:00

today is a tuesday. In another 30 minutes, it will be a wednesday. Oh, i have an exam on a friday! SHINGZ!

SHINGZ SHINGZ SHINGZ SHINGZ is a new word by Ris Low which i got to know a few days ago. Hahahaha, told you i'm a Ris Low Fan because despite everything, she stay strong and fight off the irritating media who tries to ruin her life. :D

IFM3002 Nov6
Nov7= ): ): ): ): bye to "teen" days. Hello, "ty"
Nov8,9,10,11=mug, mug and mug like my jc days again ):
FIN2002 Nov11
BUSI2025 Nov 12
BUSN1002 Nov13
N0v13=Elias's birthday.
Nov14= mummy's birthday.
Nov15=sydney to buy stuff for everybody
nov16=Canberra
nov17=birthday celebration + packpackpack
nov18=packpackpackpack
nov19=HMMMMM
nov20=HMMMMM.

My so wonderful/powderful/whateverful/horrigible/terrigible/whatevergible days ahead. rah.

i'm special!

2009-10-28T14:39:00.002+11:00

It's funny how i'm never ever EVER contented with whatever i have. hmmmm....... nevermind.

I cant believe i'm going back in like a few weeks time! It's been 7 months ++ and i wonder how much has changed. But if you guys are wondering about me, then for a fact, i'm prettier now! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D Even though Randeep always insists that i'm fat, i'm not.

i'm special.

2009-10-19T16:33:00.002+11:00

I really like sorry sorry by super junior. (:

Rah, exactly 1 more month to sg even though that 1 month will probably be the worst month ever with all the studying, burning midnight oil, whatever, you name it. At least i have sth to look forward to. I called valencia and tricia the other day and valencia didnt remembered me. zzz

Me: hello valencia
Valencia: Hello jocelyn jie jie
Me: WHAT? i'm not jocelyn jie jie
Valencia: Hello dodo jie jie
Me: i'm not dodo jiejie ):
In the end, i have to tell her that i'm me. To think i bought her some really cute kangeroos that can hop. Well, at least tricia baobei remembers me :D

i'm really so lazyyyyyyyyyyyy
i'm special.

2009-10-08T00:07:00.002+11:00

I dont understand why there are so many people attacking Ris Low.

Okay, i admit.
When i saw the first interview on razortv, Elias and I were like, "how can a miss Singapore world speaks like that". We laughed, make fun and even told our friends. Mean us ):

But enough is enough, isn't it? She's only 19 and she has already resigned, so what exactly do Singaporeans want from her now? I hate those media for flipping up her past and exaggerating it. Even though i will prefer a miss singapore world without any criminal records, then again, isnt singapore promoting the yellow ribbon campaign! I mean she's already under probation and i think she does deserve a second chance.

I really really do not like stompers who crititise her like they are "saint".
If you really do not like any celebrity who has any criminal records, then please do not listen or watch any of MJ, Eminem, Lindsay Lohan, R kelly and etc etc productions. Rah, Amy winehouse even won some award even though she take drugs and went rehab like umpteen times.

worst, i cant stand stompers like below,

xxxxxx said
auntie ris low, you look like an old ugly
auntie to me. see your damned face i want to puke. i pity your parents to have
brought up such a junk.

Ugly? then what about you really! At least Ris Low won the hearts of 11 judges and i bet you probably cant even win one. Moreover, bringing in her parents was really uncalled for.

I'm not saying all this because Ris Low is like one of my best friend, infact i dont even know her at all. But enough is really enough, leave the poor girl alone ):

i'm special.

2009-10-06T23:17:00.000+11:00

rahhh.

I really like swimming, but in clean water please. The swimming pool in philipswimming center is atrociously disgusting, it looks like a place where mosquitoes can breed and give birth to their digusting babies. ): I'm just really upset cause i paid $6 for it and i only swam for 30 minutes. ):

Another 6 more days before school start. My holidays are pathetic because i realised i have a lot of assignments piling up. crap, i cant breathe already. It doesnt help that there's still another accounting project and my project mates are incredibly indifferent towards a fail and a pass. Elias ning wants me to praise him for staying up with me and encouraging me but i'm not going to because i helped him with his projects too!

on a lighter note, i met up with huixian jie jie on the 27th in sydney! :D haha, she's still as short, but love-able though.

Whale watching in sydney is awesome! (I hope by saying this, i can drag more people down with me for all the puking because i'm a sadist.) I do not have motion sickness kay, i went for countless cruises, plane rides and everything but i have never puked 5 times in a row in my life before. it's super worth it man! i puked 5 times in exchange for a mother whale + a baby whale, ahh and all i can see is their fin. WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR? it's only $55 per person!!!!!!!!!! -.-

okay, that's all.
Accounting is such a choreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
i like financeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
:) i'm special.

2009-09-23T16:47:00.003+10:00

): i just read this news article about Euthanasia.

"Quadriplegic dies after winning right to starve"

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/afp/20090921/tap-australia-euthanasia-starve-5a1703c.html

Rahh, i'm really sad that people actually want to end their life.

Well, I remembered in AJ, we spent almost two weeks discussing about this for GP. Personally, i am really really against Euthanasia. I dont really care about the pros of Euthanasia like the case of having a "dignified" death, it just doesnt sound right to me! There are so many people in the world who are fighting to live despite all the pain and sufferings yet there are a few who just want to give up. I certainly dont buy those stories like, "i'm an athlete, i'm paralysed and i've nothing to look forward in life now, please end my miserable life". WHYWHYWHY? Yes it is sad that you wont be able to enjoy what you love to do anymore, but life is not just about that, isnt it? So how can that actually be a rational decision!! It might just be a mental condition because of all the depressing thoughts and rahh...

Instead of giving them the right to end their life, why cant we assist them by giving them hope to live again.

rahh, i'm special.

2009-09-07T16:18:00.002+10:00

Why is accounting all about balancing? ): and no, it's not because life is also about balance.

I cant balance, be it accounting or life.

still special though. (:

2009-09-04T07:01:00.000+10:00

It's 7.02am now and i'm at fenner's computer lab while waiting for my hashbrowns and sausages to be ready in like another 10 minutes or so?

I'm impatient and this computer is miserably slow. I dont understand why ANU can spend pobably thousands on installing a few 40 inch mitsubishi computer screen. They are really used for computers. Why cant they just upgrade the systems? ):

Right, breakfast time!
i'm special.

2009-08-30T00:13:00.002+10:00

i'm going to rant.

AHHHHHH! i got 3 assignments, 1 presentation and 3 midsemester all packed in miserable september which makes me miserable ): poor me.
I do not like international business because my general knowledge is lousy.
I do not like accounting processes and systems because the lecturer is bad.
I do not like finm2002 because it's hard.
I cant find a reason to not like finm3002 yet, but i promise i will, soon.

my bio clock is still uber screwed,my eyebags are showing, i've gained weight, my hair looks like crap, i hate going out, i shall stay in fenner and play bubbletown on my handphone while my workload kills me.
hurrayy.

i'm special.

2009-08-17T23:09:00.004+10:00

Can anyone tell me the difference between this and this,

Haha, i got a new phone! Despite the fact that it looks rather similar to my previous one, (yes i know, both of them are shinning glossy pink but i like pink), it's a brand new model with gesture movement which is quite cool actually. :) i just have to move my hand across the camera to mute incoming call. :) :) :)

Amazingly, it's already week 5. 8 more weeks to go and semester 2 will be over. Goodness, i cant even feel time, minutes are like seconds, hours like minutes, days like hours and poof, 21st nov! :) :) :) :)

i have no idea why i'm feeling so happy :D:D:D I'm sorry for the excessive use of smileys if it irritates you. :) :) :) :) :)

now, it's back to studying. i will get full marks for my quiz tmrw.
i'm special.

2009-08-15T02:23:00.002+10:00

I'm addicted to one tree hill (: hahaha, cute basketball players and hawt cheerleaders with their major life complications! and i cant wait for gossip girl season 3.

xoxo,
i'm special.

2009-08-05T14:36:00.003+10:00

There are somedays i just wish i'm home.

Despite all the "you know, it's not a good idea to go overseas esp Australia", or the " i told you! but it's you who want to let her go!", it's still home afterall, isnt it? The warmth i get by seeing them at the arrival hall, everyone of them, will be enough to make me smile. But i guess i havent put in enough effort, i'm not really sure how or what they are doing recently.

I'm always asking the same questions when i call home, it's almost as if i dont want to care or get involved. NO! that's not true, i just dont know where to start. And so, it drags on, and the topics seems to be getting lesser and lesser and at the same time, increasingly superficial. It feels like i'm losing them one by one.

I fought so hard to come here, hearing the nastiest thing i ever heard. Canberra might be a lovely place. ANU is a wonderful uni and i love the company i got here. It's true that i wanted to run away, though it's an expensive route. haha.

but what is family to me and me to them?
i'm special.

2009-07-24T03:52:00.006+10:00

Hmm, it's 3.52am! This is the unhealthy side of a 3 day week. Sleeping late on thursday,friday, saturday plus sunday and not being able to adjust back the bio clock on monday. Worst, lesson starts at 9am! RAH.

Guess what i had for dinner today!

I guess this is what i call Marinara+Cheese Sausages+egg. It looks quite bad from the photos but trust me, it doesnt taste as bad as how it looks. :) We only took 40 minutes to prepare everything, including the washing up. Yummmmy!

Bobby wants to say hello to everyone again with his sunglasses! Bobby Tshirt is proudly sponsored by EliasNing. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D

p.s i'm going to cut a hole on the back of the teeshirt such that bobby's tail can go through. SHHH

Still special!

2009-07-22T15:09:00.003+10:00

YEAHHH :D week 1 has officially ended for me. 3 day week, envy me please! but i promise that i'm going to put thursday,friday,saturday and sunday to good use like ~~not~~ studying and sleeping ~~more~~ less.

Hmm, should i read my lecture notes or play the sims 3?

i'm special.

2009-07-20T23:44:00.004+10:00

i'm so not ready for school! 3 lectures today and all three are rather disappointing.

Finm2002 a.k.a Financial instruments and Risk Management is all about forwards, futures and options. They are things that i absolutely hate! not to mention Steve Sault's (where is pepper?) handwriting is horri-gible. Oh, I decided to give a nickname to our international business lecturer i.e GUANGGUANG, go figure. Busn1002 is the worst! I think the lecturer,Mr Teh is a Singaporean. Looking at the way he teaches, i bet he will be a very good CME teacher but sadly, this is accounting.

During busn1002 lecture
*elias decided to crash the lecture.

Mr Teh: .....like what our prime minister said, this happens once in a century...
Elias *whispers* : Is he talking about Lee Hsien Long or Kevin Rudd.

-.-, not very funny.

So i've been to sydney and watch harrypotter6 on the world biggest screen. LG IMAX Theatre, i think i still got the ticket snubs :D:D it's 3D for the first few parts, mind you! it's almost like harry potter casting spells in front of me. heh.

Photos!

SEE THAT RAINBOW :D

I'm sorry that you can only see the koala backside. All thanks to Elias's photography skills.

"the harbour bridge and the opera house make sydney one of the world most recognisable city"

3d glasses for IMAX :D

THE LONG QUEUE. TRUST ME THE QUEUE IS 4 times longer than what you can see here.

Lastly, i would like to introduce everyone my new friend. He is so ever nice and huggable :) oh, did i mention, i love him to the max! He has a name, BOBBY :)

and bobby says hello to everyone.

Awwwww, isnt he adorable with the dog teeshirt!

i'm still special!

2009-07-13T10:36:00.000+10:00

Jake says:
heyys!
i have to ask u a very random questions
Shi Qian. :] says:
okay.
haha.
how random?
Jake says:
erms as random as ....
do you happen to have a wrench?
Shi Qian. :] says:
lol
that's really random
haha
Jake says:
or know anyone whom i might be able to borrow one from?
Shi Qian. :] says:
no.
Jake says:
:( boohoo
Shi Qian. :] says:
this is so random
i have to put it on my blog!
lol
Jake says:
no no no!
what bog
blog
why put on blog
i dont want to be famous in such ways
Shi Qian. :] says:
because this is so funny

hahaha, i want to play football manager too!!!!
i'm special.

2009-07-02T00:56:00.002+10:00

It's official. I hate math1115 even though i'm not taking it.

URG! i'm having a major headache now because I have no idea how to fit quantitative finance courses into the next 3 sems, esp when i can only take math1115 in sem 1. walauuuu. I thought i could shorten my degree by doing summer sessions and overloading. ): Looks like i have to do the whole 3 years afterall. This is so much headache.

Isnt the holidays suppose to be relaxing?

i'm special.

2009-06-24T23:00:00.004+10:00

Hmm, it seems like there's a lot of weddings going on. There's so much wedding photos on facebook, is there a marriage craze going on? Everyone looks so pretty with their wedding gowns. Awww (: I know what you are thinking, but no, i got no marriage urge at all despite the many lovey dovey photos i saw on facebook. Say, At least another ten years or so :) that is if anyone wants me ):

i'm super utlralicious bored. I MISS SG maybe because everyone is going back! if not everyone then almost everyone. Then again, i dont really want to experience the crying fest at the airport, blowing kisses to everyone and saying goodbye when it's time to go plus the "adapting back" stage.

i miss my babycousins ):

rah, still special.

2009-06-23T01:18:00.002+10:00

Rahh. Everyone's going back to singapore. Kenn and Randeep are probably eating some char kway teow. WHY? ):

Okay, i'm bored despite the fact that i got the sims3 which is a random gift from eliasning! It's quite different from the sims 2, more choices and more activites, but you cant enter the community buildings which in my opinion is quite dumb. I WANT/NEED TO SEE WHAT MY SIMS ARE DOING!

There is absolutely nth to do in Canberra. ):):):

i'm still special.

2009-06-14T04:47:00.003+10:00

Haha, i was reading my past posts and here's what i found. :)

It was from 03/10/07 when i was doing my bio mock paper. I WAS TOO TIRED THEN and so here's what i wrote,

Question7(d) Describe the signal transduction process of ADH that brings about the response of urine reduction. (since they wont collect the paper)
My answer: ADH will first bind to G protein link receptor and adenylcyclase will be displaced and then it will bind to another protein. They will hold hands and go find their new friend bladder. Since bladder has a new friend, he will spend more time playing with them and work less. Hence there's a reduction in urine.

HAHAHAHAHAHA.
i'm special

:)

2009-06-14T04:21:00.002+10:00

My whole family's going overseas tmrw without me and sadly, i have to mug harder for regression and coporate finance ): while jocelyn,dodo,yijie,dickson will be playing bridge/daidi or whatever card games in their cozy hotel room , their cousin here just wants a lil more time to sleep. See, it's 428am and i;m not sleeping. CAN ANYONE HEAR ME PLEASE?

Investment paper was not worth studying. Not that it's easy, infact it's tough and unexpected.
Seriously, i have no idea what joy our uni lecturers get by setting a paper that's meant to kill us?!?! Hmm, why torture poor us ): PLUS the fact that it's so so so cold right now, i can hardly write!

2 more papers to go and it's partayee time :)

i'm special.

2009-05-26T22:59:00.001+10:00

My Life would suck without you

Guess this means you're sorry
You're standing at my door
Guess this means you take back
All you said before
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you'd never come back
But here you are again

'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for tryin' to pick a fight
I know that I've got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way, I found out I'm nothing without you

'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

Being with you
Is so dysfunctional
I really shouldn't miss you
But I can’t let you go
Oh yeah

'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

(: TO ELIAS NING.

i'm special.

2009-05-08T04:22:00.004+10:00

It's 422am here and i'm still quite awake. Hmm, my bio clock is all wrong.

And because i stayed up till this late,
i get to know that MAS SELAMAT IS CAUGHT AT 4am here! HAHAHAHA. i must be one of the first few singaporeans to know in Australia! :D

:)
I havent been studying alot. I have been sleeping and facebook-ing a lot recently. There's this new game HELL'S KITCHEN. omg, it's loads fun. Beat my high score, 239 :) it's not that high, but enough to beat certain someone and that's enough.

Rah, i'm feeling rather moody recently. Have no idea why. Maybe i miss home. I heard Valencia's taking Ballet Lessons and she looks really really pretty in her dress and that Tricia is going for drawing lessions, oh well well ): i hope i can actually see her first drawing and valencia's first dance. Oh did i mention they are both learning piano as well! And their teacher happen to be mine! :D MISSKATHLEEEEEN! Please all my dearest cousins, SEND ME THEIR PHOTOS!

Where's the girl who believes that fairytales exist and insist that they do. Haha, now i know why they are actually called fairytales. Hmm.

I used to love this song when i was in j2? I bug constance to listen to this, but for some reason she hates it. I think it was in my blog probably last year or sth. Still Nice songs deserved to be heard a hundred times :)

Heres Everything Ive Always Meant To Say - JamisonParker

Just be in love and I’ll kiss you like you’ve always wanted
Just close your eyes, I’ll still live as if I’m dying

If I don’t make your heart skip a beat then hate me
If I don’t make you feel anything than it’s me

I just want you to feel beautiful
For once in your life
I just want you to feel beautiful
For once in your life

Just close your eyes and I’ll kiss you like there’s no tomorrow

If I don’t make your heart skip a beat then hate me
If I don’t make you feel anything then it’s me

I just want you to feel beautiful
For once in your life
I just want you to feel beautiful
For once in your life

So sleep now, so deep in static
Drifting in the shadows
Hold me close to the fourwall headlights
And TV screens

I just want you to feel beautiful
For once in your life

:) i'm special.

2009-04-23T14:51:00.001+10:00

This is stuck in my head all day long.

You spin my head right round, right round
When you go down, when you go down down

:) i'm special.

2009-04-09T12:06:00.003+10:00

Here am i, alone in the room. I'm supposed to be studying for econs which is 6 hours later. Stat2008 was bad ): Luckily it was optional and redeemable. Still, it doesnt give me any reason to fail the paper though chances are i'm going to flunk it.

The funny thing is all my mid sems are redeemable except econs. Yet i'm putting in much more effort in those than econs. Trust me i havent started on econs yet. :D Maybe i'm too complacent cause econs is rather similar to jc econs. Rather jc econs is much harder. Then again, i didnt do very well for econs in JC. HAHAHAHAHA.

OKAY. I SHALL STUDY NOW. BYEBYE

loves and kisses.
i'm special.

2009-04-02T12:42:00.002+11:00

Right now, I'm at Copland computer lab again, waiting for a particular someone to end his tutorial.

Mid semester next week.
haha? like I'm going to pass stat2008. Prof. Martin is always telling us how hard the paper will be. It's quite ironic in the sense that he took the whole hour to go through three quarters of the paper and yet he only gave us one hour for the paper itself.I'm so going to panic. Lucky for me, it's redeemable. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D, still, it doesnt give me enough reason to tear the paper and leave the exam hall which i bet some people will. Lack the courage. rah.

Mm. Plus investment. shiqian, like wth, why did you take a level3000 subject when you are in your miserable first year? ): havent you considered that you will have to compete with geniuses like Hwachong and Raffles people? NO! i didnt. Then again, AJcians shouldnt be that bad.

As you can conclude, my time management must be frigging lousy. The opportunity cost for blogging is studying for mid sem.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
whatever man, seriously. :)
goodluck mugging!

i'm special.

2009-03-24T12:18:00.004+11:00

I found my secondary school teacher who-confiscated-my handphone-because-it-rang-during-my-history-paper-twice on facebook. Omg, facebook is so ever amazing, it just connects everyone and gives updates. Even though catching up in person will be nicer, but it's quite impossible to catch up with everyone, isnt it? Whether or not the catching up is superficial or not, facebook is like a must thing now.

how's school! OMGOMGOMGOMG! assignments, essays, tutorials. (even though i think i actually spent more time on sleeping,facebooking than on homeworks) hmm. sometimes i really think i deserved it. LOL.
): I got like 4 mid sems! and 2 of them are on 8th April. 9.20am and 6.30pm. -.- Uni Lecturers are not that nice ):, i havent got any big hints. All that i got is that STAT2008 paper will be really hard. Prof. Micheal was like, "it's a one hour paper but Are you expected to complete the paper? NO. Did i intend it to be like that?YES because it serves as a wake up call that it's probably time to start studying" ): Now, you have to agree with me that it's going to be a tough paper. Uni professors are just weird okay. They are funny in lectures, but they are so mean when it comes to marks.

Rah, there are some days where i think i'm so tired that i cant take another step. But i realised that, in the end the only steps that matters are the steps that we took by ourselves.

On a random note, I seriously have no idea why guys can be so obsessed with manga/animes for or whatever you call those jap cartoons who have some magical powers that can blow up some stupid mountain for years. -.- Naruto? oh-please.

I'm special :)

2009-03-20T21:44:00.002+11:00

Just came back from Singapore High Comm Dinner. OHMANN, it was a very very very long journey there byfoot. hahaha! we got lost somewhere and we had to walk for like 45 minutes? By the time we got there, there's hardly any food left ): but guess what, the best thing there was the agar agar. HAHAHAHA. agaragarFTWW.

So these few days, Elias Ning the chef has come up with several recipes. Most of them involve using black pepper, which is quite sad really. ): Haha, it's quite amazing that a guy like him can actually cook (especially when i cant cook) , considering the amount of take aways he actually eat in singapore. And right now, he's preparing desert. :)

Oh yeah, i was talking about the high comm dinner. Hmm, did lots of catching up with the rest of the singaporeans. The performance by jason, anqing, tingho and two other singaporeans was AWESOME :D.

okay, assignment time.
bye :)
i'm special.

2009-03-07T16:07:00.002+11:00

rah! saturday.

I felt so accomplished (: i completed econs tutorial! haha. i'm so glad that i have my jc notes with me. They are like the ultimate help ever. I LOVE LOVE AJC :D haha.

okay, i really like taylor swift.

White horse-taylor swift.
Say you're sorry
That face of an angel comes out
Just when you need it to
As I pace back and forth all this time
'Cause
I honestly believed in you
Holding on,
The days drag on
Stupid girl
I should have known, I should have known

That I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

Maybe I was naïve,
Got lost in your eyes
I never really had a chance.
I had so many dreams about you and me.
Happy endings;
Now I know

I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness,
Begging for me
Just like I always wanted,
But I'm so sorry

Cause Im not your princess
This aint a fairytale
Im gonna find someone, Some day
Who might actually treat me well.
This is a big world,
That was a small town
There in my rearview mirror,
Disappearing now.
And it's too late for you and your White Horse
Now its too late for you and your White Horse
To catch me now.

Oh whoa whoa whoa-oh
Try and catch me now
Whoa-Oh
It's too late
To catch me now.

i'm special :)

2009-03-05T12:24:00.001+11:00

Hello. I know I havent been updating for quite sometime.

Right now, i'm at some computerlab stoning away. Haha. this is completely random but i realised that i dont really look good in pink though pink is like one of my favourite colours. I'm not some bimbo who likes pink because its pink alright. :)

I have another 30 minutes before someone's class ends/lunch/grcocery shopping.
Basically, Wk 2 just ended 30 minutes ago for me since i have no lessons on friday. Triple yay! I'm not that homesick but i still miss home. I miss everyone back in Singapore. Really really do.

I cant decide what's for dinner later, lunch tmrw and dinner tmrw. HAAH. See i'm really bored.

so what is trust really based on?
what determines,
what you can accept and,
what you cant.
what draws the line?
what speaks of the truth and,
what tells you the truth.

i'm special.

2009-02-23T12:42:00.004+11:00

Hmm, lucky for me, i have no lectures on monday and friday! So school starts tmrw for me.

I cant believe i'm back here again. I'm still living in the same hall, same room and i'm still the same old me. Yet it's not the same like how it used to be. Hmm ): but it's okay. Shi Qian, jiayou!

and rmb this song?
We believe - Good charlotte

There’s a woman crying out tonight
Her world has changed
She asks God why
Her only son has died
And now her daughter cries
She can’t sleep at night

Downtown another day for all the suits and ties
Another war to fight
There’s no regard for life
How do they sleep at night
How can we make things right
Just wanna make this right

We believe(x6)
In this love

We are all the same
Human in all our ways and all our pains
(So let it be)
There’s a love that could fall down like rain
(Let us see)
Let forgiveness wash away the pain
(What we need)
And no one really knows what they are searching for
(We believe)
This world is crying for so much more

We believe(x6)
In this love

We believe(x5)
In this love

So this world is too much for you to take
Just lay it down and follow me
I’ll be everything you need
In everyway

We believe(x6)
In this love

In this love
We believe
In this love
We believe
In this love
We believe
In this love

i'm special :)

2009-02-12T16:41:00.002+11:00

Dearest ShiQian,

In another say 4 more hours, you will be leaving no17 and will be heading towards Singapore Changi Airport Terminal 3. ): In another 7 more hours, you will be on board SQ221 flying towards Sydney. In another 15 hours, you will reach Sydney international airport and lastly in another 18 hours you will be taking a domestic flight towards canberra. And finally, in another 19 hours, you will be in Canberra. ):

okay. shiqian, you will miss grandma, mummy, all your aunties/uncles and cousins plus your baobei's valencia and tricia. you can cry at the airport, give everyone a big hug, blow kisses to everyone and kiss V&T baobeis goodbye.

but utimately,
sad also must go.
happy also must go.
just go happily larhh.

(:
i'm special.

2009-02-10T13:49:00.003+11:00

valencia baobei urine cost $1699. haha, i bought another sony vaio pink laptop, it's of similar model just that for this time i decided not to buy any extra warranty that will cost $300 but does not cover water damage/urine damage. ): rah what's the point baby. but yeah, thank you mummy again.

(: now that i got a brandnew pink sony vaio laptop and a new pink sony camera, it makes my life so pink.

okay, 2 more days to canberra ): mixed feelings. I'm so going to miss singapore.

still special.

2009-01-31T01:03:00.001+11:00

Mad - Ne-yo

oh oh oh, oh oh oh...
Oh oh oh...

[Verse 1]

She's starin' at me,
I'm sittin', wonderin' what she's thinkin'.
Mmmmm
Nobody's talkin',
'Cause talkin' just turns into screamin'.
Ohhh...
And now is I'm yellin' over her,
She's yellin' over me.
All that that means
Is neither of us is listening,
(And what's even worse).
That we don't even remember why were fighting.

So both of us are mad for...

[Hook]

Nothin'
(Fighting for).
Nothin'
(Crying for).
Nothin'
(Whoahhh).
But we won't let it go for
Nothin'
(No not for)
Nothin'.
This should be nothin' to a love like what we got.
Ohhh, baby...

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
(Cant sleep through the pain).

[Chorus]

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me).
No, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me)
Ohhh no no no...

[Verse 2]

And it gets me upset, girl
When you're constantly accusing.
(Askin' questions like you've already known).
We're fighting this war, baby
When both of us are losing.
(This ain't the way that love is supposed to go).

Whoaaaaaaaaa...
[What happened to workin' it out].
We've falled into this place
Where you ain't backin' down
And I ain't backin' down.

So what the hell do we do now...
It's all for...

[Hook]

Nothin'
(Fighting for).
Nothin'
(Crying for).
Nothin'
(Whoahhh).
But we won't let it go for
Nothin'
(No not for)
Nothin'.
This should be nothin' to a love like what we got.
Ohhh, baby...

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
(Cant sleep through the pain).

[Chorus]

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me).
No, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me)
Ohhh no no no...

[Bridge]

Oh baby this love ain't gonna be perfect,
(Perfect, perfect, oh oh).
And just how good it's gonna be.
We can't fuss and we can't fight
Long as everything alright between us
Before we go to sleep.

Baby, we're gonna be happy.

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
(Cant sleep through the pain).

[Chorus]

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me).
No, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me)
Ohhh no no no...

AND I REALLY LIKE THIS SONG :D

2009-01-28T14:38:00.002+11:00

HAPPYCHINESENEWYEAR:) Like i said, chinese new year is my favourite holiday everr. I had so much fun over the past two days! CNY goodies, CNY tv programmes, CNY songs, CNY red packets, CNY gambling, CNY EVERYTHING FTW!

This ox year is important, because it's the year i turned 21 according to the chinese lunar calendar. Sounds a lil weird for me because i just turned 19 like uhmm 3 months ago! ): and this may be my last CNY in singapore at least for the next 2 years if i do summer school ): ):

another 2 more weeks and it's byebyesg ): it's back to washing clothes,waking up, packing my room myself ): OHMANNNN. ): but i've already asked my maid to teach me how to iron so there will be no more ugly scars on my hand. Still ):): ):):):

i'm special.

2009-01-23T16:50:00.002+11:00

Chinese new year is 3 days away, but i'm having reunion dinner tonight (: hurray! Steamboat with my fav meatballs, goldenmushrooms and abalone plus plus gossiping sessions with all my cousins. :)

cant wait!
i'm special. :)

2009-01-12T00:05:00.002+11:00

okay. THIS IS FUNNY.

小饼 says:
u drinker ah u
小饼 says:
see ur facebook pics
小饼 says:
drink n drink
Shi Qian. :] says:
WHERE GOT UH
小饼 says:
lol hahaha
Shi Qian. :] says:
MY FACEBOOK WHERE GOT!
小饼 says:
face red red mah
小饼 says:
hahahaah
Shi Qian. :] says:
i swear it wasnt because of drinking
小饼 says:
haha
小饼 says:
...
小饼 says:
hmm...
Shi Qian. :] says:
): i am as innocent as before! haha
小饼 says:
haee heee
小饼 says:
hmm maybe sunburnt
小饼 says:
lol
小饼 says:
i duno
小饼 says:
rosy cheeks majh
小饼 says:
cute n pretty wor
小饼 says:
hahaha
Shi Qian. :] says:
SO IS THIS SOME BEATING AROUND THE BUSH TO PRAISE ME HAHAHAHAHA
小饼 says:
...
小饼 says:
i see months spent in aussie
小饼 says:
made ur skin thick
小饼 says:
i dunno... monkeys buttocks oso rosy
Shi Qian. :] says:
hahaha. yeah.
小饼 says:
but u r a cute n pretty monkey buttocks
小饼 says:
=p
Shi Qian. :] says:
THANKYOU UH! YOU CHICKEN BACKSIDE.
小饼 says:
ok la
小饼 says:
i take back
小饼 says:
u young pretty lil sweet young thing la
小饼 says:
lol
Shi Qian. :] says:
(:
小饼 says:
(=
小饼 says:
i jus broke my new year resolution
Shi Qian. :] says:
which is?
Shi Qian. :] says:
i think it has sth to do with lying. haha.
小饼 says:
hmm..
小饼 says:
lah~~

eh i should look on the bright side, at least there's someone who broke his new year resolution for me. hahaha.

i'm special!

2009-01-07T06:30:00.002+11:00

it's 3.31am. i'm sick and so i should be in bed sleeping/resting and not typing this. ): But sadly, i cant breathe and the feeling is horrible. ):

shall visit the doctor tmrw): ):
i'm special.

2009-01-05T22:47:00.003+11:00

This post is dedicated to my white blood cells for battling triply hard with the evil flu and cough bacterias/viruses.

MANNNNNN. please mr fever, disappear. evaporate please.
i'm special.

2009-01-04T15:29:00.002+11:00

Some sick guy added me on msn yesterday. I seriously doubt his identity about being an Ajcian from xx/06. He must be some liar because i believe Ajcians are not that sick. :) like hello, we are nice people and sick people like him get blocked and deleted.

): My rashes are all coming back and it's ever so irritating. I cant help but to keep scratching and making it worse. If you know a method that can stop me from scratching, i love you already man! TELL ME.

off to my darling piano.
i'm special.

2009-01-02T18:31:00.002+11:00

romance is so overrated.

i'm special.

2008-12-31T20:31:00.002+11:00

NEW YEAR EVE.

Okay, i'm listening to 987 top 100 countdown and i got a feeling that Bleeding love will be no1. Long way to go though, it's still at 50th.

I was missing for the past three days because i was at genting! :D We checked in Hotel Awana which is midway up genting? :) We were staying in the premium suite but the service wasnt particularly good. Rah. we went shopping at had really good food at some restuarant there. the outdoor themepark was really fun, and i am so proud of myself. I TRIED THE FLYING COASTER which was ultimately awesome. I OVERCAME MY FEAR. SAY HELLO TO THE NEW FEARLESS ME :D

Bad news. Note: i'm not joking.
It will cost me $960 to repair my laptop due to internal corrosion of the motherboard, hard disk and circuit board. So you may ask, what exactly happened? Okay, i repeat. i'm not joking okay.
Valencia, my baby cousin, urinated on my laptop ): If you're laughing, it's not funny ): Apparently Valencia urine is toxic enough to ruin my motherboard and harddisk. haha. I dont blame her cause she's reallly cute. :D but ): all my documents! Grandma was telling me to get a new laptop, but the sony vaio pink laptop was the first laptop that i wanted ): RAHH. sentimental value ):

Mm, dont ask me what's my new year resolutions because i never did worked hard enough to achieve any of my resolutions. lol.

okay, i'm special.
HAPPYNEWYEAR :D

2008-12-26T21:51:00.002+11:00

THANKYOU TO THOSE WHO CAME TO MY CHRISTMAS BBQ PARTY :)
Thankyou sidney,kj,alford,kaiquan,constance,elias,weiqi,randeep,jacob,amanda, kenn,mavis and chen chao for coming. I had so much fun yesterday.

rah. Have fun unwrapping all the presents.
Merry boxing day!

i'm special.

2008-12-25T18:15:00.001+11:00

Just exactly how and why did things end up like this?

2008-12-24T13:41:00.003+11:00

I havent listened to this song for ages because it makes me emo and brings back certain memories and dreams i once had. ): According to my iTunes playcount, this song is definitely on top with like 356 plays. Haha, constance will probably understand why and i'm so glad to see her on thursday! :)

Wait For You - Elliot Yamin

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

[Bridge]

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

[Verse 2]

It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.

[Bridge]

Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

[Bridge]

So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you wanted to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing i do

[Chorus]

Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting.

hmm, i'm special :)

2008-12-23T23:17:00.002+11:00

The past few days were really fun. :D

Well, there was escape, kbox, movies and seafood outing at some malaysia island. :) rahh, i think i'm enjoying singapore life much more now. So much so that i'm afraid that i will miss singapore when i leave. Told you girls are fickle minded, cant do anything with that. haha!

Movies with weiqi,randeep, kenn and kenn's girlfriend was rather fun even though twilight was quite a disappointment ): Nevertheless, Robert Pattison is the new love. :D Haha, guess what did i learnt from that day? Not to look at kenn in the same light as before. OMG, i absolutely couldnt believe kenn can actually say such sentences. HAHAHAHA :D kenn and his "behind the wall".

Escape was rather fun on wednesday. Just that the queue for the tickets was rather long. And one thing that hasnt changed at all is that i'm still as impatient as before. :) I think i'm rather lousy at themeparks. Trust me, i havent taken a roller coaster ride in my whole entire life. And the viking ship is enough to make me feel nauseous. The flume ride slide doesnt look like it's only 30m, more like 100m i think. That stupid and pointless spinning ride got me really giddy. Oh wait, i did win a small softtoy at the carnival and may i emphasize that i won on my first try. BEAT THAT.

I'm not some mountain tortoise or whatever. But it was my first time at Kbox last week. :) and who says elias cant sing. BULLSHIT! He sang like Mamma Mia, Cant take my eyes off you, At the Beginning, Cant get you out of my head by kylie minogue (imagine the lalalala part! it was hilarious!), apologise by one republic, truly madly deeply by savage garden and etc.
And here are some classic lines by him.
" i think i can sing apologise better than randeep cause my voice lower than him"
" i think my best song is truly madly deeply cause my voice is low"
HAHAHA? Randeep, you should challenge him to karaokeparty.com!

RAHH, lastly! the seafood outing with jacob, chenchao, kenn and elias. Hahaha! The Lobster and bamboo clams were rather good. YUMMMY. Even though i suffered quite alot because of the bumpy boat ride ): Poor Me. it was 2 fourty five minutes boat ride to and fro this ulu malaysia island. But the company that day was really fun! I shall remember jacob as Mr twenty. :):) It was absolutely funny.

okay, i bet you're sick of my post already. but wait,
TO ANYBODY,SOMEBODY AND EVERYBODY,
I GOT A CHRISTMAS BBQ AT MY HOUSE. SO PLEASE PLEASE COME IF YOU CAN :)

i'm special.

2008-12-18T01:37:00.001+11:00

Okay, Demi Lovato may be young but her voice is rather unique huh!
This is really nice!

Get back- Demi Lovato
Don't walk away like you always do,
This time,
Baby you're the only thing that's been,
On my mind.
Ever since you left I've been a mess,
(You won't answer your phone.)
I'll say it once,
And I'll leave you alone,
But I gotta let you know.

I wanna get back, to the old days,
When the phone would ring,
And I knew it was you.
I wanna talk back,
And get yelled at
Fight for nothing, like we used to.
Oh hold/kiss* me, like you mean it,
Like you miss me,
Cause I know that you do.
I wanna get back,
Get back,
With you.
(yeah)

don't look at me that way,
I see it in your eyes.
Don't worry about me,
I've been fine,
I'm not gonna lie I've been a mess,
Since you left,
And every time I see you,
It gets more and more intense.

I wanna get back, to the old days,
When the phone would ring,
And I knew it was you.
I wanna talk back,
And get yelled at
[ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/rJZz ]
Fight for nothing, like we used to.
Oh hold/kiss* me, like you mean it,
Like you miss me,
Cause I know that you do.
I wanna get back,
Get back,
With you.

You were the only one I wanted.
And you were the first one I fell for,
You're the only one that I'm in need of,
And I don't want to be lonely anymore.

I wanna get back, to the old days,
When the phone would ring,
And I knew it was you.
I wanna talk back,
And get yelled at
Fight for nothing, like we used to.
Oh hold/kiss* me, like you mean it,
Like you miss me,
Cause I know that you do.
I wanna get back,
Get back,
With you.

(Get back)
Get back
(Get back)
Get back
(Get back)
Get back
(Get back)
Get back

Oh hold/kiss*, like you mean it,
Like you miss me,
Cause I know that you do,
I wanna get back,
Get back,
I wanna get back,
Get back,
I wanna get back,
Get back,
Get back, yeah, yeah, yeah

i'm special.

2008-12-15T13:27:00.002+11:00

I shall say the biggest hello to randeep, elias, kenn, kenn's girlfriend and weiqi later! HAHAHA. just that i bluff kenn that i'm not going and i bet kenn will punch me for that. Oh wait, maybe he wont, because his girlfriend is there. Image, ken! IMAGE. Be nice to people in front of your gf. :) Even though i'll try and constantly agitate you. (:

Moonlight resonance is so super addictive and i just cant wait to complete the whole show. That equals to fast forwarding at 4x speed and reading the subtitles super quickly. haha. i watched till 5.30am in the morning, so there's a high chance that i may be sleeping in the movie later. (:

okay, time to go :)
i'm still special :)

2008-12-14T02:29:00.004+11:00

Because in Singapore, money is all they talk/care about. I bet if my family member ever reads this, they will probably think i've changed for the worst or sth. Like i'm going out almost everyday, haha?

RAHH, I miss Canberra. I miss school. Aye, and now i'm regretting a lil about coming back. Not that i dont love my family. Trust me, i love grandma, all my cousins, aunties and uncles more than anything else. Just that, in Singapore there's so much to think about, all that hatred will just come back and it's harder to be happy or maybe because i've changed. Then again, i may be relunctant to leave singapore when 12th feb comes. Haha, in singapore almost everything is done for me, but in canberra, i have to do everything on my own. I guess that's why people always say, you gain some and you lose some.

Sometimes it gets a lil hard to fit in and i have to keep telling myself to bear with it for these 2 months.

Okay never mind. So today we went to Goodwood park hotel and had dinner at Thai Village. Aunty Angie treated us to sharkfin/abalone rice :) We all had our own share of sharkfins which cost like $60 per bowl. It was so huge and i could barely finish it. Of cause my favourite was the Tunghoon with crab. HAHAHAH :D Thankyou aunty angie for the meal!

i'm special.

2008-12-13T00:46:00.004+11:00

AHAHA, i swear i am a big fan of TVB dramas and i'm quickly addicted to Moonlight resonance. Even though Channel 55 is not showing it yet, elias and I managed to rent the DVDS. hurray! BOSCO WONG AND RAYMOND LAM IS THE IN THING YOU KNOW.

Thank you for the flowers! (: Mm, it was rather random though.

ahahah. i'm special.

2008-12-08T13:48:00.004+11:00

meeting joanne and sinyee later so rain rain go away, come again another day ):

The Script- The man who cant be moved
Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don't understand,
I'm not...broke I'm just a broken hearted man,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Policeman says son you can't stay here,
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

People talk about the guy
Who's waiting on a girl...
Oohoohwoo
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world...
Hmmmm

and maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved,
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news,
And you'll come running to the corner...
Cos you'll know it's just for you

I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
[Repeat in background]

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I'm not gonna move.

I LOVE THIS SONG :D haha, and i bet randeep you will like it cause it's rather emo.

i'm special.

2008-12-07T21:24:00.008+11:00

omg, i created my first facebook group. RIVERSIDE ONE/TWO EIGHTERS 02/03 and i have 3 members already! Thank you Jinyong for organising a 1/8 outing, i'm so so so looking forward to it! haha. srsly, i think we are the best class ever.
if they can stop haunting me. ):
oh well, whatever will be will be.

And i really like this song.
Can I have This Dance - HSM3

[Gabriella]
Take my hand, take a breath
Pull me close and take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine,
And let the music be your guide.

[Troy, Gabriella]
Won't you promise me (now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget)
We'll keep dancing (to keep dancing) wherever we go next

(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

[Gabriella And Troy]
Oh no mountains too high enough, oceans too wide
'Cause together or not, our dance won't stop
Let it rain, let it pour
What we have is worth fighting for
You know I believe, that we were meant to be

(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you (like you)
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do (way we do)
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

Can I have this dance
Can I have this dance

i'm special.

2008-12-06T00:19:00.002+11:00

okay, maybe i was a lil irrational and immature. RAH ): i'm sorry for all the awful things i said to whoever it may concern. I know i'm like uber stubborn to the max but i do realise my mistakes in the end.

MAJOR thankyou to Elias for being there. Big thankyou to hongrong and john for their concern. :) And it is times like this that i feel really lucky to be me. Like what someone said, "you're amazing". AHAHAHA of cause i am. like duh. :D

so here's a lil update.
i've been back in sg for like 13 days!
So Macau was really fun because we were treated like VIPS at the Venetian. We got limosines picking us up. heh heh :D and since the rooms were all suites, it was big and spacious. But ofcause the price attached to it was more amazing. Still, The Venetian in Macau is awesome. It's is modeled after the Venetian in Las vegas and The LV one is probably one of the best hotels in the world. Thank you aunty angie! Oh, at least i got to enter the world's largest casino and lost like $32SGD on the stupid slot machines. MY JACKPOT DREAMS WERE DASHED ): We went Zhuhai the 2nd day and enjoyed some full body massage, manicure and pedicure. Shopping in hongkong the 3rd was rather fun and i'm quite sure that i burnt a rather big hole in my grandma's pocket. hahaha! i'll update with pictures soon :)

You know everyone's saying that i gained weight. And this is irritating! Bloated, fat or whatever you named it. I will lose weight alright. Mind you, i'm not an all talk person :D

Met up with Hongrong on monday. :):) He's still as funny as ever. I bet Elias, Hongrong and I will rmb Vahid from the cafe at least for the next 1 year. hahaha. It's really fun catching up with your best friend.

okay i'm getting lazy. this is not a lil update actually. RAH.
that's all. bye.
i'm special. :)

2008-12-01T01:24:00.003+11:00

okay Singapore's not that boring afterall.
since,
MONDAY IS OUT WITH MJJJ AND ELIAS.
TUESDAY IS OUT WITH V&T BAOBEIS.
WEDNESDAY IS OUT WITH SOMEONE SPECIAL. :D
THURSDAY IS OUT WITH RANDEEP AND GANG. HURRAYYYY.
FRIDAY IS OUT WITH HONGWEI ON SG FLYER.

and saturday is all messed up. ):
what an exciting week to look forward to!

was skyping with tim, stephy and kristine in the afternoon. I miss them sososo much! A big big thankyou to steph for taking care of my lilies! :D:D they look so absolutely pretty now.

it used to be like this and i had to leave for singapore.

TADAH. :D BEAUTIFUL HUH. i'm special :D

2008-11-29T22:09:00.003+11:00

RAHH, i'm missing my old schoolmates after seeing people posting up all the past class photos and everything on facebook. esp 2/8 people :]

i'm special!

2008-11-27T16:35:00.002+11:00

Right now, i'm at Macau, the Venetian using the internet.

Flight later at 4pm. i cant wait to go back to Singapore. It's rather amazing that over the past 5 days, i was at canberra then sydney then singapore then macau then zhuhai (china) then hongkong then back to macau and later singapore at 9! Travelling to so many places at one go is physically and mentally tiring): I think i'm missing fenner people too badly. rah, i hope steph, kristine and tim is doing fine in Canberra :D RAHH.

I didnt spent alot on shopping but I think i burnt a hole in grandma's pocket still. Then again, that's what hongkong is for, isnt it? :)
shall update more tmrw :)

SEEYOUPEOPLEREALSOON!
i'm special!

2008-11-23T17:23:00.003+11:00

Hmm, i'm back in Singapore already.

Flight back from sydney yesterday was rather smooth! :) A380 is really huge and Elias insisted that we climbed the rather spiral staircase on the plane because that was the difference. Lol. I'm proud of SINGAPOREAIRLINES AND THEIR PILOT! triple yay! And it was rather fun taking the same flight with your friends. :):):)

Like what Randeep puts on his msn nick, Surprisely, even though i'm only away for 4 months, Singapore feels weird. Very weird. It's just very (x100000) different. I probably need a few more days to adapt back. Hearing singlish with all the lahs, lehs and mahs, hearing my family complicated issues and the humid weather make me realise how simple life in canberra is. RAHH. But seeing valencia, tricia, my grandma and my cousins again feels good :)

There's this family dinner tonight. Even though it's aunt angie's birthday (and i do truly love her), i'm not really looking forward to it. I'm not exactly mentally prepared to face my dad or rather if i have a choice, i dont even want to see him. haha. Then again, whatever will be will be.

i miss you guys.

3 months later. rahh. :)

still special.

2008-11-19T10:53:00.004+11:00

19th Nov.

TODAY IS THE DAY.

after5.30pm.

Mass birthday celebration will be totally awesome because there's ice cream cake. And mind you, not one but two. Haha, and for today i shall allow unlimited amounts of fats/carbohydrates to enter my body. Shall throw the diet plan aside, then again, i had two donuts for supper yesterday!

My room's in a total mess. :)

shall start packing. ): ): ): ): ): ):. Despite 4 months in aussie, i still hate packing as much as in singapore. On a positive note, at least i wont have to do laundry/wash dishes/make my bed or any other housework for the next 3 months. But i dont torture my maids okay. I really (x1000000) learn not to take them for granted. :)

now you wont believe how messy my room is, till you see this. BLAME THE EXAMS.

and do not, DO NOT LAUGH AT MY TAREPANDA BLANKET. :)

haha and that's my pretty pretty wall! and i did told you guys i've got a twin before, didnt i! :D:D

i'm special!

2008-11-18T14:39:00.004+11:00

yes baybehhhh! Didnt you hear that after busn paper tmrw, exams will be oh so over. Like what joy said, this is the last lap and there will be no more studying for the next 3 and a half months. RAH.

and this shall be it for today. BUSN1001 FTWWW! It's the only MAJORlove!
so shiqian, hangon! just like any other exams. no side thoughts/ no distractions / no emoing.
Just studies.

i'm still special :D

2008-11-17T02:31:00.006+11:00

I couldn't tell you why she felt that way, she felt it everyday.
and I couldn't help her, I just watched her make the same mistakes again.

Insomnia ): Despite being awake at 4am, it was fun talking to Yu Heng and Hong Wei. Coincidentally, both of them have a traffic police test coming real soon! goodluck! :)

Oh, i have a new name for Yu heng, i.e Mr dragonfly. lol, thanks for the dragonfly story, or maybe i should called it a fairytale since he started off with once upon a time. But like what i told Yuheng, to find a guy like that, I'll probably need to pack up and leave for saturn or jupiter. haha :)

5am already.GOODMORNINGG :) Rah, It's time to forget everything and go to sleep. :)
bring me back to the start, will you?

still special.
to the start because it's hurting deeper and deeper each time.

2008-11-14T15:59:00.003+11:00

okay, i think i'm acting like a spoiltbrat because the sun's killing me.

Seafood and the sun are making my rashes appear again. Darn it, i hate eczema. RAHH. The thought of mummy bringing me to national skin center for some UV treatment where i have to stone for like 30 minutes soaking in some solution and 1 minute under the uvtreatment twice a week or grandma insisting on bringing me to some skin doctor at selegie complex and spending hundreds on some sticky skin cream is so URGS! Yes, I do know it's for my own good and i know rashes are ugly. Still... ):

9 more days to singapore! macau from the 24th to 27th. Pri school gathering on the 29th! RASHES SHOULD JUST GO AWAY. POOOOOF.

i'm special.

2008-11-12T21:49:00.001+11:00

I looked away
then I look back at you,
You tryed' to say
the things that you can't undo,
If I had my way
I'd never get over you,
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through.

Make it through the fall,
Make it through it all.

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you.

You're the only one
I'd be with till the end.
When I come undone
you bring me back again.
Back under the stars,
Back into your arms.

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you.

Wanna know who you are,
Wanna know where to start,
I wanna know what this means.

Wanna know how you feel,
Wanna know what is real.
I wanna know everything Everything!

I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it.

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
and I don't wanna talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you.
I'm in love with you,
'Cause I'm in love with you.
I'm in love with you,
I'm in love with you.

2008-11-10T10:42:00.002+11:00

Destiny has its funny way. Mm

Stats1008 final later. :) haha, my cheat sheet is totally filled with formulas, hopefully the right ones.

Starting to wonder stuff like if people will forget me. haha I hope not! I promise to bring in more exquisite things from Aussie ok?! so love me still! :) okay should stop wondering, stats in 4 hours!

i'm special.

2008-11-05T13:38:00.002+11:00

hurray :) Weiqi moved into fenner yesterday and she's on north 2 too! 8 rooms down from mine, yay!

still special.

2008-11-04T14:57:00.002+11:00

Shall take a break from elasticity. :)

Haha, another 19 days to singapore. Half of me is looking forward, okay, maybe three quarters and the other one quarter is rather scared/worried and lost about going back. I have no idea what to expect in sg. The thoughts of seeing my dad again, that my relatives/or maybe family will be making sarcastic remarks and the whole big deal about money makes the world go round/no-money-no-talk turn me so off. And that's the reasons why i'm so not looking forward to Chinese New Year and i will work!! :) Well, on the positive side, at least i get to spend time with grandma,valencia, tricia, cousins and my dearest friends, plus all the delicious grandma's cooking :) yummmmmmy!

i'm special.

2008-11-02T19:10:00.002+11:00

There's some monster in my stomach. ):

What a sunday! Mm, i did 3 hours of finance. 1 hour of stats and 1 hour watching some hongky drama. rahh. Like what stephy said, after the first paper, time will fly and before you know it, exams will be over! hurray :) I absolutely cant wait for 19nov to come!

Love story by taylor swift is still stuck in my head.
Yes, you'll be the prince and i'll be the princess! <3

i'm special.

2008-10-31T16:44:00.003+11:00

31st October already! wow :) one more week to exams! But i'm getting a lil lazy): RAH, buck up shiqian!

I'm quickly addicted to this.

Love Story - Taylor Swift

We were both young when I first saw you
I closed my eyes and the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello
Little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet"
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you, please don't go
And I said

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

So, I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

Oh oh
Cause you were Romeo, I was the scarlet letter
And my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet"
But you were my everything to me
I was begging you, please don't go
And I said

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

Romeo, save me
They try to tell me how I feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

Oh oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said

Romeo, save me
I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you, but you never come
Is this in my head
I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
And said

Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad
Go pick out a white dress
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh

'Cause we were both young when I first saw you

alright, 30 minutes to dinner. HUNGRYY!
i'm special!

2008-10-29T00:54:00.003+11:00

I just completed EMET2004 paper and it is 12.54am already! :) I do deserve a break!

2 more days of lessons and there will be no more lectures and tutorials for this sem! YEAHH! maybe i should save that yeahh for 19th nov. Oh well, i totally cannot believe that it's week 13 already, maybe because Dr Aki is still not wrapping up his course. RAH! Production tax and whatever surpluses should just disappear. poof!

still, 24 days to sg! plus shopping in macau on the 24thnov!
i'm special! :)

2008-10-21T21:31:00.003+11:00

wow, it's Tuesday already! I shall not rant about schoolwork. shallnotshallnotshallnot, even though stats assignment is rather confusing plus i will kill myself if i get anything below 3.5 for emet quiz tmrw but i shall not rant about it! :)

okay, I'm hungry and the milo cereal is staring straight at me. This is random, but oh well, it's quite weird that nestle actually call it milo instead of koko krunch here. It's the same as koko krunch, the shape plus the chocolaty taste! then again, uhhh maybe nicer :) RAHHH, i shall resist it! Water will be my best friend for the next 30 days! haha.

alright, time to mug! <3
mind you, i do study! despite all the sweet/sometimes upsetting distractions around me. lol :)
I'm special :)

2008-10-18T23:34:00.003+11:00

School's pretty tiring nowadays with all the deadlines for assignments nearing and tests tests tests! ): Major exams in 3 weeks! There's so much else to think about. Driving me nuts! I'm getting both emotionally and physically tired too often.

But above all,

SOME SAY LOVE - LEE ANN RIMES

Some say love it is a river
That drowns the tender reed.
Some say love it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed.

Some say love it is a hunger
An endless, aching need
I say love it is a flower,
And you it’s only seed.

It’s the heart afraid of breaking
That never learns to dance
It’s the dream afraid of waking
That never takes the chance

It’s the one who won’t be taken,
Who cannot seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying
That never learns to live.

And the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long.
And you think that love is only
For the lucky and the strong.

Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snow
Lies the seed that with the sun’s love,
In the spring, becomes a rose.

(: i'm special.

2008-10-17T12:04:00.002+11:00

RAHH, friday! and i just had really nice milo, there's a blue alarm clock on my table, plus a fossil paper bag on my table. hm :)

Okay, shiqian, stop being a bummer. do your laundry, clean up your room and start on your of busn+finm+stat+emet!
gogo shiqian! :)

i'm special.
you know, sometimes i get so confused. ): what if i see him again in sg ? uhhhh, i'm scared!

2008-10-17T00:44:00.002+11:00

Like i said, aussieland is amazing :)

there's so much i want to say, but i cant say it here.
ohwell, now i really like 16th oct. :)

i'm special!

2008-10-15T19:25:00.002+11:00

I'M ABSOLUTELY SMILING NOW BECAUSE I GOT A PLACE IN FENNERHALL FOR YEAR 2009!

i was so afraid that they will kick me out and i'll have to stay at some ulu place with random people. ): Plus i love love Fenner because of the wonderful people here. :)

but no matter what, i know someone will be there for me. :) THANKYOU FOR EVERYEVERYTHING! <3

i'm special.

2008-10-12T20:10:00.006+11:00

Nothing can beat "kelly" and "strangers".VAN SHE IS THE NEW LOVE <3<3, BAYBEHH. Major plus plus, since they are a band from sydney, ahaha, i may be able to catch them live somewhere here!

To think i was complaining that the holidays were passing way too slowly. Now that tmrw is time for school again ): Boohoo, i want more holidays please! Then again, the past three days were so unreal. :) There were laughs, jokes, quarrels and arguments. At least at the very end, we are back to how it was. RAHH, i love girly talks + camwhoring sessions with stephy, gossiping + singingveryloudly with weiqi and kristine, random talks with Randeep, and joking with Elias. They are absolutely sweeter than sugar.

I love us.

I'm special :)

2008-10-12T01:00:00.003+11:00

I'm so sick of guessing games and i'm horrible at it. Why cant people just tell me what's really wrong?

2008-10-10T13:29:00.002+11:00

Ohmymy, it's friday already. RAH.
loveslovesloves :)

i'm special :)

2008-10-08T13:19:00.005+11:00

Uh, today's a day that when i woke up, somehow i know that it will be a pretty pretty day. :)

I love this song. Uncle John sang this to Auntie Angie on his birthday last year :) Auntie Angie nearly nearly cried! because it's the sweetest song ever.

MY WAY- FRANK SINATRA

And now, the end is near;
And so I face the final curtain.
My friend, Ill say it clear,
Ill state my case, of which Im certain.

Ive lived a life thats full.
Ive traveled each and evry highway;
And more, much more than this,
I did it my way.

Regrets, Ive had a few;
But then again, too few to mention.
I did what I had to do
And saw it through without exemption.

I planned each charted course;
Each careful step along the byway,
But more, much more than this,
I did it my way.

Yes, there were times, Im sure you knew
When I bit off more than I could chew.
But through it all, when there was doubt,
I ate it up and spit it out.
I faced it all and I stood tall;
And did it my way.

Ive loved, Ive laughed and cried.
Ive had my fill; my share of losing.
And now, as tears subside,
I find it all so amusing.

To think I did all that;
And may I say - not in a shy way,
No, oh no not me,
I did it my way.

For what is a man, what has he got?
If not himself, then he has naught.
To say the things he truly feels;
And not the words of one who kneels.
The record shows I took the blows -
And did it my way!

okay, i'm still special :)

2008-10-07T15:17:00.006+11:00

Haha, i've been thinking too much lately. Rah, it's time to stop thinking. :)

Boohoo ): life without the internet over the weekends was so super horrible. You've absolutely no idea how loud i shouted "YAY" when Randeep called me and said the internet's back!
Then again, my holidays are already half gone. URG! and i cant find enough time to M-U-G.

On a random note, Avril makes me happy!

The Best Damn Thing - Avril Lavigne

Let me hear you say hey hey hey!
Hey hey hey!
Alright, now let me hear you say hey hey ho!
Hey hey ho!

I hate it when a guy doesn't get the door
Even though I told him yesterday and the day before
I hate it when a guy doesn't get the tab
And I have to pull my money out and that looks bad

Where are the hopes, where are the dreams
My Cinderella story scene
When do you think they'll finally see

That you're not not not gonna get any better
You won't won't won't you won't get rid of me never
Like it or not even though she's a lot like me
We're not the same

And yeah yeah yeah I'm a lot to handle
You don't know trouble but I'm a hell of a scandal
Me I'm a scene I'm a drama queen
I'm the best damn thing that your eyes have ever seen

Alright, alright yeah

I hate it when a guy doesn't understand
Why a certain time of month I don't want to hold his hand
I hate it when they go out and we stay in
And they come home smelling like their ex-girlfriend

But I found my hopes I found my dreams
My Cinderella story scene
Now everybody's gonna see

That you're not not not gonna get any better
You won't won't won't you won't get rid of me never
Like it or not even though she's a lot like me
We're not the same

And yeah yeah yeah I'm a lot to handle
You don't know trouble but I'm a hell of a scandal
Me I'm a scene I'm a drama queen
I'm the best damn thing that your eyes have ever seen

Give me an [A], always give me what I want
Give me a [V], be very very good to me
[R], are you gonna treat me right
[ I], I can put up a fight
Give me an [L], let me hear you scream loud

One two three four

Where are the hopes, where are the dreams
My Cinderella story scene
When do you think they'll finally see

That you're not not not gonna get any better
You won't won't won't you won't get rid of me never
Like it or not even though she's a lot like me
We're not the same

And yeah yeah yeah I'm a lot to handle
You don't know trouble but I'm a hell of a scandal
Me I'm a scene I'm a drama queen
I'm the best damn thing that your eyes have ever seen

Let me hear you say hey hey hey
Alright, now let me hear you say hey hey ho

I'm the best damn thing that your eyes have ever seen

Love Avril, because she always gets me out of the emo mood!
Love everyone around me
I'm special :)

And this time you got me just torn in between the two. But something's telling me that I should leave you alone.

2008-10-06T12:38:00.003+11:00

Yeap, we decided to dedicate an entry to each other because it's the holidays and there's nothing else to do. So, this entry to dedicated to Randeep. :)

So here goes,

I'm really (x1000000 to the power of infinity) glad that i got to know you here. Hmm, i remember the first time we met each other with the other singaporeans, hmm i think we were queueing for sausages. And you decided to be nice and let me go first. But i bet if it happens today, you are probably going to push me out of the queue! haha :)

I think the first few days, i was probably quite a nuisance. And you had to put up with my lousy attitude and temper. Haha, remember the first time we cooked dinner, i think i was really grumpy. ): but everyone was really nice and i feel so bad about it now! OH WELL! Sadly, you've got no choice but to put up with me for another 3 years or so. haha! but i promise i wont be as bad anymore :) i did grew up quite a lot, didnt I?

Lol, Drag night was so much fun and you will never make me forget that you're a hippo who can fit my dress. URG! Thanks for all the random talks, advices, lame jokes and the secrets. haha! The 4 hour long phone call, when i started off being emo but i was laughing and smiling at the end. AHEM, BGBOY (i said i wont mention it, but no one will ever figure that out anyway. :]) No matter how many times, i go "you guys are so mean", "go away", "mean pigs" and "shut up", i cant imagine the past 3 months without you all. Oh, thanks for the birthday wish, it was the sweetest thing ever, really! and i really appreciate it but sadly, i really cant go back during summer): but i will miss you all for sure!

okay, like what elias always say,
FRIENDS FOREVER! At least, today's the 85th day we knew each other! I really have no idea what will happen in the next two years, who knows one day you may hate me but if that day ever comes,you ought to remember that at least on 6th october 2008, we are good friends!

I think you are going to say you look gay in this photo, but lol, i cant find others and you're rushing me to study. uhh bye!

OKAY FOR THIS TIME ONLY.

we're special! :)

2008-10-05T13:55:00.002+11:00

Uhh because of daylight saving, Canberra is now 3 hours ahead of sg ): RAH, i still dont understand how it works though.

Buffet at dickson yesterday was rather worth it. Just that there wasnt any of my favourite food ):

note to self: NO MORE ALCOHOLIC DRINKS.
i'm special.

2008-10-04T14:33:00.004+10:00

Enough of ranting :) I slept really well yesterday! Nothing beats lying in bed, with rain at your window and soft music playing along. haha, i am so enjoying my saturday morning in a different way.

Today will be absolutely fabbbbbulous! See,Stephy and Timothy will be back today! Sometimes i just agree, distance does makes the heart grow fonder, just not too long i guess! :)

Dinner Buffet at Dickson later. I guess i always loved good food. Hahaha. Hopefully there will be hot steamboat! With my favourite goldenmushrooms&tungfens&chicken&tomyamsoupbase, all free flow buffet style *beams* Hmmm.. :)

On a random note: Who says Shiqian cant be serious.
It's so funny how some judge people. Couldn't they figure out, with their intelligence, that there are more than what they thought? Just makes me wanna laugh out loud. I. really. cannot. be. bothered. :)

okay enough of digressing, back to STAT1008.
Still special.

2008-10-03T19:15:00.009+10:00

/edited
what if you know you're not supposed to, but you fell for it all over again? If only i can take control.

NEED TO RANT

I'm feeling very grumpy! ):

Horrible eyebags dont look good on me ): RAH, i havent been sleeping well recently. There're random thoughts running through my head, weird nightmares, plus everything bad! And it's affecting my mood in the day! Plus plus, I know it's not healthy, but i cant sleep without my ipod.

Ironically I Had been busy with…..
PRACTICALLY NOTHING!
enjoying the life of a bummer ever since the holidays.
It’s bad, I know.
But all these good times are going to end very soon and
I have to face the reality again.
yes,EMET1001, STAT1008, BUSN1001 and FINM1001!

never mind, it's one of those days again.

i'm special.

I hate myself for having such thoughts but i just cant helped it. I must be mean-est person ever. ):

2008-10-01T17:30:00.002+10:00

again, this time you really got me thinking far.

and, why do people tend to forget to appreciate and remember the good of others but only keep emphasizing and recalling their flaws. do they forget that no one is perfect. and they are flawed in a way too?

i'm special

2008-10-01T13:16:00.005+10:00

GOODAFTERNOON :]

I woke up at 1pm,all thanks to Limhongrong! I was on the phone with him until 3.30am. It's so much fun having long random talks with an old friend! Hearing his voice makes me less homesick! :] Oh, and even MJJJ thinks that ahem is gay but a good looking gay. lol. Then again, most gays are good looking!

Watched premonition yesterday. Oh well, it doesnt have a happily ever after ending! The husband died ): Kristine said it was a meaningful ending though.

Stephy is in sydney with her family , Kenn is in singapore (having crabs,lol), ChenChao is going to melby today and Angel just came back from Gold coast. how come everyone's going away! Rah, what am i doing in Canberra!

Boring wednesday!!!!!!!! (i'm sorry for the excessive use of exclaimation marks, but i'm really bored!!!!!)

still special :]

2008-09-30T16:38:00.004+10:00

THE HOLIDAYS ARE HERE :]

I climbed mount ainslie the other day AGAIN! I was the slowest, but at least i still reached the top! Haha, Going up is tiring. Going down nearly killed me. At least, Shiqian's getting fitter! :]

On monday, I went for Floriade Nightfest with randeep, kristine, elias, weiqi, stephy and her family. The flowers are supposed to be pretty, but it was too dark so we didnt get to see them very clearly. Randeep and Elias tried to scare us, but they ended up scaring some small kid. Mean pigs. (: Still, the stars that night were really pretty!

I finally watched batman yesterday. It was my first movie in aussieland! :] Yes, i know i'm quite slow. See, Batman was the only choice avaliable at 3.30pm! ): The ending was stupid. And for once, i thought i was in singapore because dendy cinema is kinda similar to sg's one, just that it's a lil smaller and the seats are not assigned. :]

THEY ARE LOVES :]

Dinner time!

i'm special.

2008-09-26T22:12:00.003+10:00

Hmm.

Shi Qian. :] says:
i'm so much more exposed to life!
Shi Qian. :] says:
and i really learn to appreciate grandma so much so much more
Shi Qian. :] says:
and realised how lucky i am, even though i used to think that i'm the lucky one out of the unlucky ones.
just like porcelain. says:
LOl
just like porcelain. says:
i also appreciate grandma more
just like porcelain. says:
alot alot more also
just like porcelain. says:
so wait...
just like porcelain. says:
now..
just like porcelain. says:
u think ur the lucky 1
just like porcelain. says:
out of the lucky 1?
just like porcelain. says:
or the unlucky 1 out of the lucky 1?
just like porcelain. says:
...
Shi Qian. :] says:
haha
Shi Qian. :] says:
maybe i'm still unlucky because i cant go back during summer.
Shi Qian. :] says:
Lol.
just like porcelain. says:
so ur the lucky 1 out of the unlucky 1 but out of the lucky 1s of the unlucky 1s ur the unlucky 1.
just like porcelain. says:
rite?
Shi Qian. :] says:
haha, maybe!

HAHA :] i miss talking to yijie so much! We used to watch spongebob together and do all sorts of funny things. Well, at least he figured that i'm the lucky one out of the unlucky one but out of the lucky ones, i'm the unlucky one. LOL!

lucky or not,

i'm special. :]

2008-09-23T20:02:00.002+10:00

uhh. tmrw's 24th sep but there will be no more staying-up-till-12-just-to-say-happy-birthday. ):

haha,
i'm special.

2008-09-21T13:23:00.014+10:00

SUNDAY.

It's 11.23am back in sg. Hmm, i bet valencia and tricia are running around the house playing with their many toys. Grandma must be at the kitchen cooking some of my favorite dishes. 婶婶 and the maids should be at the kitchen helping out. Uhhh, 三姑，三姑丈，小姑 and 小姑丈 should be at the kitchen, having their breakfast cum lunch. Haha, i bet Aunt Angie will ask Aunt Even to share a can of diet Coke with her. 叔叔 will probably be in the living room, cleaning the ancestral tables. Yijie is probably sleeping still. And if i'm in sg, i will probably be sitting comfortably on that white comfy sofa watching the hongkong drama serials on channel 55!

Then again, it's 1.23pm here and i'm struggling with BUSN assignment. haha. what luck.

I remembered 二姑 telling me how meaningful this song is and to remember that i still have them,

Uhhh, i really dont like sundays here. because i miss them.

Yes, I L.O.V.E them despite being 6220 kilometers away from them.

i'm special.